Illusive Consensus

Kena tag oleh FaraDiba cantik!


RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag some friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!



IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Lullaby - The Cure. (eh.. perkataan itu aku slalu guna. hanalullaby)


HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Hysteria - Muse. (aku hysteria. jaga-jaga la korang)


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Light Up The Sky - Yellow Card. (oh... yes, you are baby. :) )


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
My Rollercoaster - Kimya Dawson. (haha. ya. life memang macam rollercoster)


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
This is Now - Hatebreed. (hopefully not when it comes to life. but when it comes to love..ok. :) )


WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
The Adventure - Angels & Airwaves. (aku suka adventure.)


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Never Say Goodbye - OST My Girl. (I wont babes... :) aku akan sentiasa bersama kalian)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Will Survive - Cake. (Mama selalu kata saya independent dan boleh survive)


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
7 things - Miley Cyrus. (Haha.. banyak tu yang aku fikir. :P)


WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bayonetwork - norma jean. (FD... I pun failed maths la gini)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry. (tihihi. aku suka kiss Zara)


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Half Man, Half Shark; Equals One Complete Gentleman - A Static Lullaby. (ahaks. terkena cukup)


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sesuatu Yang Indah - Padi. (of course la. siapa yang mahu jadi tak indah kan)


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Begitu Indah - Padi. (Yes you are dear.. you are.. indah di mataku)


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Berdua Lebih Baik - Acha Septriasa. (Berdua memang lebih baik)


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Join Me in Death - HIM. (Kalau aku mati.mahu kalian turuti aku? hahaha)


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST
Crawling in the dark - Hoobastank. (Terfikir mahu mencuba selepas ini)


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Feint - Epica. (siapa yang cuba mengacah hatiku dengan teruk.memang la aku takut)


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hanya Satu - Mocca. (mana boleh bagitahu. nama pun rahsia)


WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Raindrops Falling on My Head - BJ Thomas. (hehe. rindu menari dalam hujan di Taiping)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Combat Baby - Metric. (entah. no komen)


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Illusive Consensus - Epica


FD... sudah siap!


nota: ada dua tag aku tak buat lagi.satu dari Kak Inn.. satu lagi dari siapa ha?

HannahOlogy

Kena tagged dengan senior ku.

Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology"

FOOD-OLOGY
Whats is your salad dressing of choice?
-Vinaigrette or olive oil

What is your favourite sit-down restaurant?
- kopitiam.

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight & not get sick of it?
- tauhu n tempe!!


What are your pizza toppings of choice?
- vegies, tuna, capsicums, cheese.

What do you like to put on your toast?
-raspberry jam, orange mamarlade.


TECHNOLOGY
How many television sets are in your house?
-2

What color of cell phone do you have?
-red and black, silver and black, all black.


BIOLOGY
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
-right-handed

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
-hair? ahaks.

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
-study. hahaha

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
-nope.


BULLCRAPOLOGY
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
-Hell no.

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
-naa.. i just love my name.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-not worth it. over than a billion okla. bahaha


DUMBOLOGY
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- 5 something.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
-cant remember.. two years ago.

Last person you talked to?
-Atok munckin.

Last person you hugged?
-hahaha...oh..him.:P



FAVORITOLOGY
Season?
- autumn

Holiday?
-highland or island.

Day of the week?
-thursday. (sama jawapan kak hanna)

Month?
-March and June. haha


CURRENTOLOGY
Missing someone?
-oh yess.. uhuk.

Mood
-happy. :)

What are you listening to?
-Ku Ingin Kamu - Romance.

Watching?
-lappy screen

Worrying?
-study.


RANDOMOLOGY
First place you went this morning?
-toilet.

What's the last movie you saw?
-Juno.

Do you smile often?
-haha.. depends.


QUESTIONS
1) Do you always answer your phone?
- depends.

2) It's four in the morning & you get a text message, who is it?
- atok... haha.. buktinya semalam. :P

3) If you could change you eye color what would it be?
- hazel (sama jugak jawapan kak hanna)

4) Do you own a digital camera?
- yes... skrin dah pecah. bodoh sapa yang buat tu.

5) Have you ever had a pet fish?
- yes... ikan kepala batu! masa kecik slalu tangkap.

6) Favorite Christmas song?
- Alvin and the chipmunks nyanyi tu..

7) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
- just my family and him. hahaha

8) Can you do push ups?
- yupsss

9) Can you do a chin up?
- no.

10) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
-both!

11) Do you have any saved texts?
-yupsss..

12) Ever been in a car wreck?
-yups.. :(

13) Do you have an accent?
- yepp... northen accent.

14) What is the last song to make you cry?
- Seize the day - Avenged Sevenfold.

15) Plans tonight?
- movie kot.

16) Name 3 things you bought in the last week:
- food, drinks, books.

17) Have you ever been given roses?
- yes... :) but i prefer Latana Camara or taik ayam.

18) Current hate right now?
- current issues punya study.

19) Met someone who changed your life?
-yeah. :)

20) Name three people who might complete this??
- no one.

21) What were you doing at 12 am last night?
- on the phone til 4am.

22) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
- mama.

Belated Besday Peeps

8hb Feb... to Ema chibimaruko chan yang comel
16hb Feb... to Falihin my bestfriend ever,
19hb Feb... to Arip yang menggayut.
20hb Feb... to Ammir Affan my dearest cousin,
20hb Feb... to Mie (Bestfriend's exboyfriend.)
20hb Feb... to Yahya.
23hb Feb... to Niza a.k.a Zaleha Zalina Kudin Din.
23hb Feb... to Zed si bunchet-yang-marah-orang-panggil-bunchet.
23hb Feb... to Atin my crazy senior.
25hb Feb... to Wan a.k.a Arip Kecik.

selamat ulang tahun kalian!

Ive been tagged by Mommy Fyza

kepada sistah2 saya di MP...

saya dahulukan tag ni.

The rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have fun! Don't forget to post it!

1. What is your name: Hannah

2. Four letter word: Hold

3. A boy's name: Hans

4. A girl's name: Hilary

5. An occupation: Hero

6. A color: Hazel

7. Something you'll wear: Headphone

8. A food: Hotsilog (Filipino dish)

9. Something found in the bathroom: Hook

10. A place: Hawaii

11. A reason for being late: Husband took my car keys

12. Something you'd shout: "Hell no!”

13. A movie title: Heavenly Creatures

14. Something you drink: Hot Chocolate

15. A musical group: He is Legend

16. An animal: Horse

17. A street: H.V Dela Costa

18. A type of car: Honda

19. The title of a song: Hallowed by the name.

20. i wanna tag................

Josh Hartnett

Hayden Christensen

Justin Timberlake

Jeremy Sumpter

Edward Cullen

Logan Bartholomew

Joseph Wallizow

Matthew Lawrence

M. Shadows

Chester Bennington

Dio Greward

Ally Greward

Jasper Greward

Lea Pierrera

Hans Greward.

Mohd Azri.

*tihihihi*

Cerita Kelmarin

Azri dah janji nak bawa aku pulang ke Taiping.
mahu pulang. jumpa abah. mama. eja. abang.
abah tak sihat. abah masuk wad. kena virus. entah virus apa.
isi daging kaki dah potong sikit.


21hb Feb,
seperti yang dijanjikan, Azri dan Emon akan membawa aku pulang.
*yay di dalam hati*

aku ajak Razman dan Zara sekali.
Zara mahu berjumpa family aku.

Azri dan Emon pagi tu baru pulang dari Sedim.
Aku agak cuak jugaklah tengok mereka yang baru pulang dan overnite di sana semalam.
tapi Azri kata Emon yang drive. sebab malam tu dia yang drive. sistem bergilir.
mereka sewa kereta kat semarak.
aku tengok kondisi kereta macam tak boleh percaya sampai Taiping.

dem.
mulut masin.
lagi 5 km sebelum exit Taiping Utara, temperature naik.
aku panik dah.
dorang dah masukkan air pun and biar cool kejap pun,
tak boleh start jugak.
kami duk lepak kat tepi highway tu dah macam orang sakai je.
dari semua kemas-kemas belaka, terus jadi selekeh belaka.
kelaparan. dahaga. dan kepanasan.
bak kata Emon. perut. tekak. kepala.

sexy back. *tihihi*
Emon, Azri dan Zara(menyibuk) sedang mencari solution

Pasangan hot haritu.

Emon dan Zara.

Azri yang sibuk cari bantuan. cian kamu

dah dua jam lebih kat situ, baru aku terfikir nak minta tolong Yoi dan Abang Capik.
itupun sebab Azri dan Emon baru suruh roger siapa-siapa yang dekat.
mereka dah buntu, taktahu nak buat apa lagi.
hometown aku, mestilah aku yang kena carikan.
Yoi ada kelas dan berada di Ipoh. Abang Capik ada kat Taiping.
Abang Capik suruh call Plus dulu sementara dia nak datang.
Dia dah hampir sampai Semanggol, baru pihak Plus datang.
aku bagitahu dia, dia terpaksa patah balik ke tol Taiping Utara. *cian abang*

Pihak plus tu kata, amende ntah rosak.
tarik keta bawak ke bengkel.
Abang Capik suruh bawa ke Kamunting tapi cina tu nak bawa ke Sungai Gedong.
at last, bawa ke Sungai Gedong je.

kereta kami ditarik. weee!

Abang Capik bawa aku dan kawan-kawan aku ke Hospital Taiping.
melawat abah.
aku agak terkejut jugalah tengok kondisi abah.
tak sanggup nak tengok lama-lama.
aku sendiri dah tak cam abah.
muka, tangan, kaki, bengkak teruk.
kat tangan timbul merah-merah, jari bengkak sangat.
muka abah macam kekeringan dan mengelupas.
memang tak sanggup aku duduk lama-lama.

kami rehat sebentar di hospital.
sebelum Abang Capik ajak pergi makan dulu.
memang kami dah kelaparan time tu.
aku ajak Abang Capik pergi bangunan Larut Matang tu.
sebab aku mahu makan Popiah Basah.
addict ok!
yang lain makan lainlah kan.

aku makan ni!

Zara dan Emon.

Razman.

Di hospital, kami agak buntu jugaklah..
telefon bengkel orang tu kata kena mungkin 600-700.
bapak mahai weh.
kami dah buntu mana nak cari duit.
minta tolong orang lain pun memang tak dapatlah.
kami kena bayar dulu sebelum dapat claim dari pihak semarak.
tapi nasib baiklah dapat jugak kumpul.
malam tu Abang Capik hantar kami ke Sungai Gedong.
dan dari situ kami balik ke Sungai Petani.
Terima kasih banyak-banyak abang.


sampai SP dalam pukul 11.30. hantar Razman pulang ke rumah.
dem. macam mana aku dan Zara nak masuk Uitm kalau Man takdak?
tak berani ok.

Sementara pikir mana nak menumpang,
kami lepak kat kedai Siam depan Uitm ni.
Boy DIM datang. dia dan Azri discuss pasal kereta tu.
Berkemungkinan payah nak claim.
wat the hell lah weh!
duit dah terbang 700.
takkan separuh pun tak bagi.
memang macam sial.
aku fikir time tu nak bayar duit Emon, Azri dan Razman. Seratus sorang.
3 orang? 300. mana aku mahu cekau.


akhirnya aku dan Zara tumpang rumah Kak As.
penat. tak boleh tidur. migrain. sangat malang.
tapi aku lega dapat jumpa abah.
sekarang ni aku cuma pikir mahu extend.
balik jaga abah. mama pun dah 2minggu lebih tak pergi kerja semata-mata jaga abah.
kesian mama. berkampung kat situ.
biarlah aku pulak.

allow me plis

to start a whole new world.
to forget about the past.


musim luruh sudah berlalu.
salji mula mencair di musim sejuk.
tiba musim bunga yang membenarkan bunga berkembangan.
biarlah kekal sehingga musim panas yang membahagiakan.


walaupun aku sukakan musim luruh,
tapi aku tidak mahu kembali ke musim itu...

aku senang online tapi malas on

bagaimanakah itu?
*tihihi*

situasi satu:

Man: Hang balik bilik ni, sah online manjang.
Aku: Taklah.
Man: Taklah la sangat. Macam aku baru kenal hang sehari.
Aku: Boleh tanya Didy kalau tak percaya.
Man: Mimpi apa?
Aku: (sengih saja)


situasi dua:

Didy: Hana... Hana nak keluarkan. Didy nak pinjam laptop nak online, boleh?
Aku: Boleh. On la.
Didy: Nak pass... Didy taktau pass.
Aku: On dulu. Japgi Hana masukkanlah pass.

(lepas dah selesai)

Didy: Japgi mesti Didy lupa buat kerja Eco.
Aku: Takpe... sejam lagi Hana mesej Didy suruh off.

(aku keluar... 3jam kemudian baru pulang. Didy masih di hadapan laptop)

Aku: Amboih D... lupa buat kerja Eco ke?
Didy: ha... tu lah... lupa. nak off dah la ni.

(dia pergi ke meja dia terus. Aku ketika itu sudah landing atas katil)

Aku: D... kalau taknak guna dah... tolong off.. tahu kan nak dc macam mana?
Didy: Aik... Hana taknak guna ke? selalu Hana ngadap laptop je.
Aku: Taknak.
Didy: Pelik.
Echa: Yelah... Hana sekarang mana ingat internet dah. dulu yela ada kat internet.

(aku gelak saja.)


situasi tiga:

Echa: Hana esok kelas pukul berapa?
Aku: pukul 4. gila seronok free!
Didy: Mesti online.
Aku: Taklah.
Didy: Pelik.



kesimpulannya:
Aku ada masa nak online, aku senang online, tapi aku malas dah nak online. kenapa?

Dipac Sport Day

maaf.
aku benci hari ini.
kamera aku.
sapa bagi pecah skrin dia?!
PIG!

BDjasbdhs,hfjkfh!
(hanya aku saja yang tahu apa aku sumpah kat orang tu. dem!)



nota: hari yang malang dan langsung tak best

Lawan Mesej

Bunyi agak pelik.
tapi apabila kebosanan melanda bilik M1-04-**
itulah yang muncul.


Kami bertiga masing-masing bagi mesej kepada lelaki.
tak kisahlah kawan, teman lelaki, atau bekas teman lelaki.
siapa antara mereka yang balas mesej,
bermakna....


MEREKA TIDAK PERGI SOLAT JUMAAT!!!


tapi kami agak gembiralah kerana tiada seorang daripada mereka yang balas.
*ketawa*

dalam pukul dua lebih baru balas,
masing-masing balas minta maaf sebab lambat balas. solat jumaat.
alhamdulillah...
semoga kalian bercakap benar.
*senyum*


nota: tahniah Atok, Tancik dan Belon.

Tag from Dila

Wedding Tag.
Nak tahu dream aku?

1. How old are you?
~ 19. going to 20. hahaha

2. Are you single?
~ single op koz.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
~ after 25++

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
~ im officially single so... who?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ ehe.. Edward Cullen. maaf sis bella.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
~ Alice Cullen and Jasper Hale.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
~ vampire wedding. :)

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
~ as far as Edward can bring me. hahaha

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
~ all Edward's Fans!!! especially sis sela lagi. haha

10. Will that include your ex'es?
~ oh yess..op koz!

11. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
~ simple.

12. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
~ vampire vow. for sure eternity.

13. How many layers of cake do you want?
~ 8! my fave number.

14. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
~ forest. tahahaha

15. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
~ evening la coz edward xleh kena matahari.

16. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
~ outdoors

17. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride?
~ for sure.

18. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
~ Bella's Lullaby/River Flow by Edward CUllen.

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
~ night!

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ solemn.

21. Is your partner now is your ideal husband/wife?
~ Edward? yes!

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
~ Loyal.
~ protective
~ tall
~ keep his hand on my hand every second.
~ would play an instrument when im home.

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
~ fine dining

24. Champagne or red wine?
~ ~_~

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
~ right after the wedding.

26. Money or household items?
~ household items

27. Who will pay for the bills?
~ sponsor Edward lah.

28. Are you ready for married life?
~ nope. tapi kalau Edward nak jugak... i trima je yewww

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
~ -_-' WT

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
~ for sure.

31. How many kids would you like to have?
~ minimum... 4... but i would like to have more than 4.

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
~ new house?

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
~ ask Edward coz die xmakan. hahaha

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
~ yups!!!

35. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?

~ Sis Leeya yang bakal kawen.
~ Sis Hanna yang mungkin bakal kawen jugak.
~ Sis Sela yang lakinya sudah ku rampas.
~ Sis Inn yang bakal kawen jugak.
~ Sis Malina yang mungkin jugak akan berkawen.
~ Sis Lin yang ada skandal dengan Za8 tu. hahaha
~ Sis Dayah yang akan kawen jugak

paling utama....

TEKUMAYAKUN yang sudah punya pacar!

nota: Sis Sela jangan lah jeles yerk. nak wat cena.. Edward nak jugak. tihihi.

Kak Inn tagged me part 1.

Kak inn... hana buat yang ni dulu tau.
nanti baru buat yang lagi satu tu.
yang ni senang skit walaupun banyak.

lets go.

001. Real name → Hannah Joe
002. Nickname(s) → Hana, Hannah, Hanna, Atens.
003. Status → Divorced :P
004. Zodiac sign → Pisces
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → SK Toh Johan.
007. Middle School → SM Convent Taiping, SMT Pendang, SMT Taiping.
008. High School → UiTM Kedah.
010. Hair color → White. bahaha
011. Long or short → Medium
012. Loud or Quiet → Sometime can be loud sometime can be quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → depends.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yessurr.
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → 3. going to be 5.
020. Tattoos → I want it!
021. Water or Fire → Water.
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → 4 billion dollars for sure coz my life’s sax
023. First fear → snakes
024. First best friend → If truly bestfriend… Ally and Dio.
025. First award (When?) → Best Student in Tadika. Tihihi. 1994.
026. First crush → er… Syawal.
030. First big birthday → 1993. (4tahun baru bleh ingat)

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → none.
050. Drinking → none
052. I'm about to → take a shower
053. Listening to→ Other Side of the World – KT Tunstall
054. Plans for today → meet Atok, DIPAC meeting.
055. Waiting for → atok laaaa

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ min – 4. hahaha.
059. Want to get married?→ err.. not sure.
060. What careers do you have in mind?→ Pilot. hahaha

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes!
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller!
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice arms. Tapi xnak yang ketul2. bencik
074. Sensitive or loud → loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → not one of them.hahaha

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → I don’t even wear it.
081. Ran away from home → yups!
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defence → nope
083. Killed something→ hahaha. Sorta.
084. Been heartbroken → always.
085. Been arrested → yes
087. Cried when someone died →yes…. T_T



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → nope. Insecure.
090. Miracles → Yes
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → sometimes.hak hak
094. Sex on the first date → No
095. Kiss on the first date → Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes!! Him him.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → nope.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes
100. Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people → I don’t wanna tag. hahaha




sekian. terima kasih.

hahaha

semoga kak inn berpuas hati.

:D



nota: sekarang ni geng MP rajen men tag ar. weeeeeee

Aku mahu pulang

boleh?
pulang ke Taiping.
aku rindu mama, abah, adik dan abang.
sudah 2 minggu aku tak berhubung dengan mereka.
semua gara-gara ego
semua gara-gara marah.


atok sudah pesan,
buanglah ego itu.
telefon mama.
tanya khabar.
aku masih degil.


aku cuma mahu pulang.
jumpa mereka.
aku mahu peluk mama.
aku mahu cakap dengan abah.
aku mahu sembang dengan adik.
dan aku mahu bertikam lidah dengan abang.

bila aku mahu pulang?

Selamat Ulang Tahun

hari ini 10hb Februari 2009.

maka dengan ini aku mahu mengucapkan...
selamat ulang tahun kepada

Paet!


dan


Kak Lina!



Mereka berdua berkongsi hari kelahiran.
selamat ulang tahun kalian!
semoga sukses selalu.


Paet ni merupakan kawan baik aku yang gila nak mampos.
aku kenal sejak tahun 2007.
lama jugak tu.
kami berkenalan pun sebab abang dia - Bae dan Pijah yang ketika itu masih bersama,
cuba kenen-kenenkan kami. WTFish lah hampa ni.
kita kawan kan Paet.


dan Kak Lina pulak.
aku kenal di MP
rasanya sejak aku guna account lama lagi.
kemudian aku berpindah ke account baru pun,
dia add aku. hihihi.
mekaceh kak.
ramah jugak orang nye.
weee


H.A.P.P.Y...B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y.!.!.!

enough

Settling for second best will lead to disillusionment for both of us



can we stop that???!
enough la.

sila ambil pisau tikam jantung aku sekarang

dem.
oh how i hate him.
no. i lie.


aku dah tahu. tapi aku degil.
mereka kata jangan balas, aku masih membalas mesej dia.
konon, rindu. apa gampang sangat rindu pada orang itu?

maafkan aku, Famy.
aku balas juga. kau fahamkan bertapa aku tak kuat?


dia cuma tahu menikam jantung aku.


saket.
pedih.
berdarah.


aku tak peduli.
selagi aku masih mampu tersenyum dengan perbualan kami.
cuba senyum.
kau menangis, apa kau dapat?
ketawa ria dari dia.
dia mana mengerti.


love never changes, life does.


keep that, you beautiful fucking bastard!
impress me with all your lies.
coz i will totally believe it.


nota: kenapa hati aku senang cair macam marshmallow dalam hot choc?

bini edward cullen tagged me.

tehehe.
di tag oleh sis sela bella a.k.a bini edward cullen.
perhhh

here goes!

1/ When do you want to get married?
- afterlife. behehe bleh tangkap x maksud dia?

2/ What do you want the most now?
- seize the day!

3/ Who is the person you trust the most?
- dear god.

4/ Do you think you have enough confidence??
- the great escape.

5/ If you can have a dream come true, what would it be??
- baby come back! tehehe..si dia lah! sapa lagi.

6/ Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain??
- forever and always

7/ What are you afraid to lose right now??
- had enough. cukup cukup. dah banyak benda hilang.

8/ Do you believe in eternal love??
- from the bottom of my broken heart, percaya jugek...

9/ If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her??
- perhaps, perhaps, perhaps! bahaha

10/ List out 3 good points of the reason who tagged you
- high school rockers. (sebab nakal ketika sekolah. wink!)
- cupid.(sebab pandai memanah. bahaha)
- she's a lady that programming the ronggeng activities. tehehe

11/ What are the requirement do you wish from the other half??
- my immortal.

12/ What type of person you hate the most?
- love and destroy
- walk away
- the pretender.

13/ Do you cherish every friendship of yours??
- all my life.

14/ What do you think is the most important thing in your life??
- real love

15/ Do you find the needs to have a boyfriend??
- it's over now. xpenting.

16/ At this point in time, would you rather be a heartbreaker or heartbroken?
- song for a broken heart.

17/ What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eye??
starlight. tehehehe. semoga berjaya.

18/ Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words..
- has a pocket full of sunshine. cukup enam. kes kes. penuh makna tersirat tu.

19/ The place you wanted to go most with your loved ones..?
- there is could be anywhere in the world




20/I'm going to tag...
- tekumayakun
- ika
- hasdiana


nota:aku letak tajuk lagu je. belom tentu kena mengena dengan liriknya. dua lagi tag.wehuuu!

taggie from mrs.bubu pt.2

bubu dear, tag anda sudah dijawab semuanya. weee
:)
thanks 4 tagging me.



Rules, fill the name list first
Make it random it's more good
then, answer the question

Tak kesah kan walaupun xde belog? weee.
here goes the list:
1. Athif
2. Dio
3. Ally
4. Lea
5. Jasper
6. Risya
7. Daniel
8. Harry
9. Hans
10. Essa


How do you know 1?
Kenal dari Myspace

What would you do if you never met 2?
i would never have a soulmate. *winks*

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
im gay!

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
mereka adik beradik ok!

Do you think 7 is attractive?
oh yeah! hes hot!

Do you know anything about 8’s family?
family nama Greward yang sangat ramah mesra dan very warm. i love them!

Tell me something about 9.
too much passion on drum.

What language does 2 speak?
english, tagalog, spanish, bahasa melayu and bahasa new zealand tu apa ntah.

Who is 3 going out with?
no one. huhu. tapi cun.sapa mahu?

How old is 4?
20.

5?
20 jugak.

Who is 6 favorite singer?
She loves Eyes Set To Kill.

7?
hardcore bands. tehehe

Is 8 single?
hes a hot guy but still single.

What is 9 last name?
Greward.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
hahaha... *hanya mampu tersenyum penuh makna*

What are you talking about with 10?
too much.

Which school does 2 go to?
sekarang tak coz hes a doctor. maybe nak sambung lagi kot nanti.

What do you like about 4?
sangat kuat frenshipnye, nakal, xberkira, pandai lari dari masalah.


nota: edit sket. keh keh. more tag to come!

souvenir from Terengganu

ooowwoooo
terima kasih daun keladi,
kalau ada bagi lagi.
uwahh!
thanks to the person.
*smiles*

nota: jangan salah paham. bukan Nikman kasi. Echa yang kasi. dia bercuti di Terengganu.

Budu!

ini bukan budu yang makanan tu ya.

*****

sedang aku sibuk MP-ing kan diri aku,
tiba-tiba dapat panggilan..

di skrin handphone celcom:
Budu Cayok...

Budu: Hannah Joe!! ko kat mana.
Aku: Wooo... aku kat uitm la. awat?
Budu: aku on the way gi Tanjung Dawai. Jom ar wei. sorang leh muat lagi nih.
Aku: hoh. gapo dio mu neh. dop mahu lah. mu bukannya reti nak gtau awal-awal. dop mahulah.
Budu: bleh la bleh la.. (dengan nada mengada)
Aku: mu bagi aku masa nak pikir kejap. japgi aku meseh mu balik.

*letak*

Kemudian aku pergi mandi. aku mesej balik.

Aku:
"Yunk, mu nak ke tanjung dawai wat gapo?"

Budu:
"saja jalan-jalan. mu lanje aku make jom."

Aku:
"Dop mahu ar"

Seketika kemudian Budu telefon kembali.

Budu: Hannah Joe! aku dekat dalam Uitm nih. Jumpa jom.
Aku: Mu ni kan..wat koje gilo ja. mu tunggu jap aku siap.

*****

kami ketemu di tasik belakang tepi foodcourt.
sembang-sembang.
last jumpa masa aku excident.
rindu sial adik aku nehh!!
dia kata aku makin sopan?
rabun ke wehh..

nila encik faridzul a.k.a Budu

nota: Budu ni exbf Pijah dulu. Dorang perang besar tapi aku masih kawan baik dengan Budu nih.

to yana

yana dan aku sedang ber YM tadi.
aku tanya pasal ....
lepas kami stoly moly...
aku yang agak kompius awalnya, sudah mengerti.
di akhir conversation, yana tulis ni:

deana cr7: hee
deana cr7: klu i kol tu
deana cr7: jwb taw
deana cr7: nk cri tmpt ngadu
deana cr7: waaa
deana cr7: daa


aku xsempat balas dia dah sign out.

to yana:

whenever you need me, i'll be there for you kesayangan.
:)
friends forever sweetheart!



nota: yana... tabah tabah. ignore saja manusia-manusia itu.

taggie from mrs.bubu pt.1

hana buat satu2 yek...


1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
- hah..family.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
- baked beans

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
- garden ka... beach ka..

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
- kalau bleh mahu lama la..ever lasting gitu.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
- haha. tidak. jujur neh.

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
- selera ape ntah.. kat Taiping. dengan cousins!

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
- Breaking Down by Stephenie Meyer. (ingin membeli buku lain ni)

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
- Hannah Joe sudah.

9. Kamu lebih senang ngan mak atau ayah?
- Mama kot.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
- Lee Jun Ki

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
- Ally, Lea, Sis Leeya, Wawan, Zara, Famy, Pijah, Fara

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
- iyo iyo lah. by hands ok. trauma dengan mesin basuh

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pergi?
- Brussels. tambah dengan si dia.

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu?
-kawan blogie kemudiannya myspace
-ramah
-kiut
-sangat cintakan boyfie die.
-penulisan dia sangat menarik.

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai?
-musix of koz la
-internet
-laptop
-pompuan chantek
-tangkap gambar
-baked beans
-yogurt
-sos tomato
-dia. hahaha

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
-pelukan. warm and sweet hug. mau melt.

17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan?
-begok
-sengal
-yunk
-demn toiii
-watdafish
-cun sial
-gah!
-mencik toi


18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru baca?
-midnight sun edwards story.
-the stupidest angel
-eat, pray, love
-neverwhere
-beastly
-pengurusan islam
- bla bla bla.


19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali?
-ohhhh..too much laa...
-closer
-seize the day (lagu kenangan)
-kaktus
-decide
-this promise
- bla bla bla bla


20. Mari Men-Tag 8 orang lain
what more can i say...
TEKUMAYAKUN!
dan SIS SELA BELLA saja.

nota: more to come!

Happy Birthday my dear Zara~!

sobs.
Zara xde kat Uitm.
tadi dah balik Ipoh.
apa-apa pun...


Happy Birthday Sayang~!!!
Happy Sweet 20th!


Siti Zaharah Mohd Khairi.
biar orang tu tak bagi kita kawan pun.
kita tetap kawan kan.



Zara dear,
even kita baru kenal,
tapi Zara layan owang baik cangat.
Zara sweet cangat.
Im glad sebab dapat kawan macam Zara.
i love you bestie.

semoga operation lusa berjalan lancar.
hana doakan semuanya baik-baik aje.
jangan takut tau cayang.

Happy Birthday~!!!

Taggie from Has Lim!

Ini Tag dari Hasdiana Hashim.
saja aku letak HasLim. hehehe
nama singkatan hang dengan nama family.
:P
sori kak has!
aku lambat skit!


Tag: Rules and Regulations :

1. Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya (malang?) silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda.
2. Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini.
3. Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal
4. Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi, tetapi tak dapat.



here goes:

1. 50% dari hari aku di internet sampai mata aku dah rabun ni. tapi masih berdegil nak pakai spek.

2. Aku terlalu fobia dengan snakes. dengar perkataan dalam bahasa melayu pun bleh buatkan aku tak lena tidur malam seminggu!. (pernah terjadi)

3. Aku tak reti tunjuk kasih sayang dekat abang dan adik aku.

4. aku suka hutan, atau sesuatu yang berkaitan alam semulajadi. kadang-kadang aku suka ke hutan untuk lepas tension.

5. aku suka bebai kalau orang kacau tidur aku. (sebab tu tak suka guna hp)

6. aku tak suka cellphone.

7. aku cukup geli dengan ikan keli dan ikan sembilang. (sebab snakes kot)

8. aku pecinta warna merah! (bilik aku pon ada tona merah yek)

9. kalau dengar lagu, aku suka hayati lirik betul-betul. bukan sekadar mendengar.

10. kalau guna cellphone, aku lagi suka bercakap dari bermesej.

11. aku masih pelik kenapa aku terlalu gilakan perempuan cantik dan bukan lelaki hensem??

12. aku suka tengok bulan dan bintang malam-malam sambil bercakap dengan bulan dan bintang.

13. aku suka bercakap dengan kucing walaupun dorang takleh balas balik.

14. aku ambil Public Admin tapi cita-cita sebenar aku nak bukak sebuah ladang yang besar, ada kuda-kuda, ada keldai, ada tanaman. *dreaming*

15. aku suka makan lepas tu aku muntahkan balik.

16. aku sayang kakak-kakak, abang-abang dan kawan-kawan aku. wehhhuuu


aku tag:
tamo lah. dah ramai kene tag untuk quest camni.